I want you kneeling facing away from the door. I come in and kneel behind you, my blouse undone, I bite your neck, my arm around your chest, I hold you closer to me. Feeling round the front of your body I start to touch your tummy and genitals, I stroke you. Like a cold vampire I want to steal warmth and love from your soft skin.
Making you lay on the bed, I stroke you, massage you; pushing and pulling your skin deeply to get to your muscles, to the blood in your muscles. I slide my arm under your waist and pull you backwards with a jolt. I cane your bottom and backs of legs. Your face buried into a pillow, I hear you whimper and moan and it makes me happy, so so happy.
I kiss the cane marks and plant a 1000 tiny kisses on your legs, bottom and lower back. Taking your penis into my mouth, you feel the heat of my mouth, my hard painful suck; it feels as if I will consume you. Then pulling your penis backwards, I squeeze your legs shut firmly, I rub you and grip you hard….really hard.
Laying you back down on your front, I run my hands over your bottom, feeling your goose bumps under my fingers. I leave you. The sound of the thwack of me putting on my gloves, me spitting onto my hand, then gentle encouragement you will know that I have not really left you. I will never leave you. I push a finger into your bottom and search for your prostate.
This is my way of being intimate…true heart felt, gut wrenching intimacy.